Sunday, February 26♥
sigh. i hate school.
i can give you 101 reasons why school sucks
and i especially hate waking up at 5
you know how warm and endearing your comforter is every morning when you're struggling to get out of bed.
there's a reason why its called the comforter
cant get your face out of my head its haunting me and its driving me crazy
7:59 PM
Saturday, February 25♥
i miss them so much. SIGH.
he's coming next week. are we going to see him or not? ):
they've disappeared for so damn long they feel so much like strangers now.
sigh oh sigh.
im very broke. this is bad.
i hate the mosquitoes in my house!
maybe i'll get dengue soon. which means i'll have a higher chance of dying cause its my second time.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i hate mosquitoes. spray spray.
11:18 PM
Friday, February 24♥
after watching the 9pm show, i have the sudden urge to become a lawyer. aw. ive always thought it was pretty cool to wear those ugly wiggies on court. and hmm. if i dint remember wrongly, being a lawyer was my ambition in like primary 3? its quite funny how every young child would have a long list of ambitions but as you grow up, you get more unsure of your goals in life.
ive always thought it to be ridiculous to decide what is your ambition when i dont even know what course im going to take on in university. we always seem to have so many factors to consider. i was once very keen on taking on mass comm. i still am, actually. but so many people are saying that mass comm is too popular and its so hard to get a job because so many others are fighting for it also. well of course. you can debate it by saying that if you're really good, it doesnt matter how many people are fighting for the same position. because if you really have the material, you'll get the job! so.. what if you're not that good? and, i dont really think im that good. maybe its that 'inferiority complex in top schools' thingy working up again.
i like the
song from the lawyer show btw. its so nice.
ah. cantonese just sounds so refined. not like hokkien. xP
10:24 PM
Thursday, February 23♥
spent my two hours of chinese lesson quite fruitfully. (: or at least, the second half of the two hour lesson. was talking to siew mun in the canteen about a lot of things. it always feels nice to talk to old friends. not that i dont talk to her in the mornings when i see her on the bus but it just felt different this afternoon. maybe it my pmsal mood acting up again. my dad keeps telling me to control my mood swings but oh wells. it not that bad isit? at least i dont show it out that much now. anyway, we were pretty much talking about the old days and for some weird reason that i cannot comprehend, i felt like crying. i never felt that sentimental even on the last day of school. we were still fooling around happily. maybe it was because we knew we're going to keep in touch with each other?
i was reading the old entries of our blog that day. they're all so sweet. sigh. i miss rdf. i recall the time when we just started to know each other and how we got closer because of all the stupid gossips. it may not sound that glamorous but gossips are really the ultimate ice breakers. ;) i can recall being very scared of ling and yijun the first time i saw them. i can also remember how ling told me that she had very good impression of me because i smiled SO widely at her on the first day of school.
oh. and of course i remember my 15th birthday. ah. you guys made me cryyyyyyy. i was feeling so miserable because of the stupid chinese literature exam and i just had to be pathetic enough to be wrapping presents for another person on my own birthday! i never really told you guys but i really felt damn upset at that time. ): but OH WELL. it was a nice surprise nonetheless. except that carmen's pongified hair spoiled your surprise (((: haha.
aw. how i miss the old days. to be honest, i really miss nanyang alot. maybe it has something to do with the comfort zone thing. it always feels nice to go to a school where you know like 9 out of 10 people.
i think the most important thing in a friendship is to let your friend know that you treasure her and you love her. i dint realise how much i missed all of you till today. i know im always like physically "unreachable" but i do wish that we can catch up with each other quite often. (: thanks ling for making the effort in keeping us together. its very sweet of you, really.
i'll try my best to be there on saturday! ><
PS: ebb needs to meet up also. -.- LETS PLEASE ALL MAKE TIME FOR EACH OTHER.
8:23 PM
Wednesday, February 22♥
am i reading too much into the things that you do?
SIGH.
i want to quit this guessing game.huiyi's quite upset today. i should have just shuttup. )))):
what are you waiting for? 8:12 PM
Sunday, February 19♥
im actually feeling apprehensive about the new jc thing.
its not even for sure that i'll change school but i just dont feel very comfortable going to a new school. especially when i dont think that there are even nanyang girls over there.
sighh sometimes i really hate socializing. when im tired i dont even bother. its so frustrating to have to introduce yourself over and over again.
i can foresee what the exact scenario will be.
"WHAT?! You're a MALAYSIAN?! YOU'RE ARE ONE YEAR YOUNGER?!! OH-MY-GOD! how long do you take to traval everyday? 2 hours?!! ARE YOU CRAZY?" yeah yeah yeah. you get the drift. sigh. now i have the slightest regret for choosing aj. ah. and why should i worry about vj when im sure like hell i wont even get in?! ahha. i went to aj yesterday. its not that old. its alright. a rather big school actually. but it feels damn military. i think i'll feel like im studying in a box if i ever get there. how to think out of the box like that right!
huiyi
hates making decisions.
11:41 AM
Friday, February 17♥
I FEEL AWFUL FOR BEING SUCH AN AWFUL FRIEND!
sigh. poor welly got into a car accident and i didn't know anything about it until like when yijie told me? how bad a friend can i be? haven't been seeing welly online since like... forever! and i really dont have the habits of reading many people's blogs. arghs. ): welly dear if you're reading this, IM SORRY. )x
HAIH. so many people are flying off. i mean, flew off. i know its really difficult but i still do hope that we will keep in contact. even though it might mean that either one of us has to sacrifice our sleep.
I feel so detached from the world lately. Despite me being online almost every night, I still feel that im losing touch with the world. Like i've been following a different schedule from that i've been following for the past few years. I don't see why it is that way though. I don't feel that in any way that my lifestyle or my habits have changed.
sigh. what's happening to me? 4:36 PM
Tuesday, February 14♥
OH MY GOD. im like hyperventilating so badly now. I thought that my form A was missing! And that caused a frantic search around the house and my study table and dining table ended up like one mountainful of rubbish. but
PHEW! Thank god i found it. If not i don't think i would have been able to sleep for the night. Seriously, you dont know how scary it feels like to lose your form A. I cant believe how awfully horrible my memory is. I actually thought that i left it lying around in some messy corner of my room when i already kept it nicely in a file in my cupboard. -.- GREAT.
just great.
ANYWAY. im glad that the jae registration is finally over. I do hope that i get accepted to VJ. Because that means i will be able to stay in the pretty hostel! ((: YAY. im pretty excited about that. AND. oh well. my second choice is....
ANDERSON JC! DANG DANG DANG. will anyone praise me for being so brave? or are all of you cursing me for being stupid to choose it? whatever it is. i cant be bothered with it anymore! after all, if i can even survive in a
SUPER mugger+elitist school like nanyang, why cant i survive in aj?! GEES. what for go SA and be like the not so chio person among the sea of chiobus when you can go somewhere else and be a chio until buay tahan chiobu?! LOLS. im just kidding. anyway. i'm just gonna make the best out of everything i get in any school la. ((:
ah, huiyi's trying hard to console herself. HAIHH. )x 10:22 PM
I've made my decision...
SA HERE I COME!~GREATTT. just great. the indecisive huiyi decides to change her mind again.someone enlighten me please? i dont see the light at all?! 6:04 PM
Monday, February 13♥
It's valentines day tomorrow. ((:
its a day when you get flooded with chocolates and you grow oh so fat because you eat too much chocolate! BLEARGH. who cares anyway. i got this whole box of mon cheri in my fridge and i think i finished half a box already. YIPPEE. i love mon cheri. thus the name of my blog you see. ((:
sigh. im still caught in the dilemma of whether i should stay or leave.
STAY
LEAVE
STAY
LEAVE
ARGH! this thing is giving me a headache and i dont want to think about it anymore. ): i made something for the girls in class. too girly for guys anyway. HOHOHO.
HAPPY VDAY DARLINGS!
10:03 PM
Sunday, February 12♥
with a new year comes a new blog!
i simply adore the pretty layout.
ITS PINK! ^^
3:47 PM
